Yo Ale I know how u feel bro, I am from Ukraine...
I left Ukraine for studying and probably I can't feel all your pain but I understand what is that when you get fucked by some fucktards on the top of "food chain" neither being fucked from both sides and when nobody gives a fuck about your country.
What can I say man? Stay strong. If it will not kill you - it will NOT - you'll become stronger. Sadly I don't know your personally and can say much.
We are here to hear you, man. Probably you know what to do better than us but if we can help you with a word or something like that - we'll surely do as much as we can.