Have to admit that i'm also pretty happy to still be alive, not that anything particularly dangerous has happened. :V
I mean i have had a few more hefty panic attacks since the first one, but as of now, i feel like i've finally stabilized into not having them any more. I mean, it's not impossible, but it's been over two weeks since the last one, which was also quite a small one. Might finally have found a strategy that works for me, and oddly enough, it doesn't involve fighting back. '<'

anyways enough feels here have some doobles



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