Honestly terrible, things have gotten worse but I just keep my mind off of it to not get depressed, internet is scarce and food is too, now we're running on intervals of running water that goes 2 days without and one day with, and I've adopted a kind of stoic philosophy with what I do, couple hours of work a day, couple hours of working out, couple hours of entertainment, couple hours of study, I've had to compartmentalize to stay busy and not let the dread hang onto me for too long. It sucks. Especially when you're carrying your whole family as a 21 year old, but things will get better B') ty for asking

at least this year I've gotten fit and I've tested the limits of my possible suffering and now everything that comes will be better because I've already experienced such austerity