Hey Meg, its me KOD. I’m sorry for all the harm I’ve caused you. What I did was wrong and terrible and I have to live with that knowing I hurt someone I care about in ways that are truly unforgivable. I’m starting therapy this week and no I’m not saying that to try to win you back just telling you because I don’t want to be known as this heartless guy who enjoyed hurting you because I didn’t. I let my emotions get the best of me and the persona I tried to create of myself isn’t true. Truth is im fucked up individual but everyone here knows that but I want to be more honest with myself and others. From the bottom of my heart I’am so sorry for everything. I’m sure this will become a meme in this server but I do mean every last word of this apology and I hope you know that even if people here don’t.