Originally Posted by basic

i pissed myself in primary school in front of everyone one time bc i wanted to keep playing with a friend but i couldnt hold it in

one time in highschool these bunch of ret*rds were playing some game kinda like truth or dare in the classroom and they chose me for their stupid dare even though i wasnt playing and kept egging me on to kiss this one girl who wasnt playing either and clearly didnt want to kiss me, i dont remember why but i couldnt get out of the classroom so i stood there awkwardly with these people annoying the shit out of me so in the end i gave in and went up to this girl but she refused so it was even more awkward and these bitches kept going but we didnt do it in the end however this reinforced my hatred for everyone with the almost non existent self esteem i had at the time

i remember my lips were literally trembling when i went up to her LOL anxiety is a bitch bruh

luckily after i went to college and started drawing i regained my self esteem and confidence