WAKE ME UP INSIDEEE I CAN'T WAKE UP SAVEEEEEEE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

also It's very hard to trick your own mind but all the things that you think are malleable and with time you can "trick" / change your mind about things if you give yourself enough time and put effort into actively changing your thought processes it's very hard at first but it's something that does genuinely work