I am alive lol, I won't update this in detail any further because in the case I become a militant member against the government and the opposition (which really is growing on me because NOTHING is being done) this would be one more lead to identify me so I'll do one final post to summarize it all shortly

Me personally I believe the opposition has already sold their soul yet again, probably for a lot this time because hopes were super up; but on a less personal note, what stands right now is that we are being massively oppressed, jailed, tortured, detention without any sort of warrant or justice system paperwork, asked for our phones in police checkup points in the streets and any sign of dissidence leads to being incarcerated and sent to God knows where.

Streets-wise nothing is going on, allegedly on the 11th something big will happen but alas we anxiously wait. I do not trust the opposition so I am an ideological orphan, if I trusted the opposition I would be trying my best to go up in ranks to support the cause, but these are mostly full of meek, diplomat wannabe people who seem not to be aware of the sacrifices that must be done to upside a dictatorship. I am fully convinced I personally am willing to give blood and sweat if it comes to that, and yet it seems people are not willing, I don't understand how people can seem so desperate for a change yet do so little for one. I have expressed that I don't really care what government stands so I remain willful on what the people want, although I don't agree with either side. It's disappointing seeing my people be so oppressed.

Politics-wise it's a stalemate so far and we do not know what cards are on hold by the opposition or the government, the opposition has laid out some of their weapons in the form of the public website displaying the 'real' elections results, and has asked for help and notoriety from international watchers, and the opposition also says that the people have already done their part by voting, that we must now be patient, and of course I think this is methodical to make the people peacefully go back home to not stir any problem.

The government simply states that they won fair and square, they did have the gall to show some elections paperwork that is pretty forged, but it legitimizes their position, but mostly whatever they do leads to censorship and oppression.

Not a good look for anything here, a lot of canceled passports, a lot of airline workers being fired, a lot of general workers being fired for political views, a lot of arrests, torture, and death. I'm going to take some days off the news and go take a trip that I'm sure could prove difficult with a friend who also needs to space out because one of her neighbors got arrested for tweeting, as they are doing in the so-called Operation Tun Tun or operation knock-knock. All around ass. Will update in case something huge happens but if not this will be the last post regarding this.