Making a TLDR for this post might seem like hell in some way but I am still going to try for those that have asked:

You might notice by my convoluted post it's quite abnormal from my usual behavior, I am just overall frustrated by the way certain comments about the game during serious matters have affected me due to my mind being on the more fun and positive side of things. It doesn't help that I have a habit of overthinking and complicating my thoughts, and making the post that I have done will probably confuse and convolute things more for people already confused/frustrated. What I am truly trying to say with this post is there's so many people who try everyday to do great things within the game and have done great things in the game well before I showed up. While catching up on what is going on in regards with recent bans, I attempted to try explaining too many why's/how's relating to good/bad people with potentially malicious intentions and also provide faith that there's good people in the game trying to do their own thing with their friends or perhaps by themselves in efforts of just simply expanding with the game.


I tried to mention core parts of the games community like the legends list, certain genres of gameplay or perhaps functions of creation like art/replaymaking/modmaking and why to be grateful/proud that people have blessed the community with their experiences while newer generations attempting to follow suit with the time they have to play and learn. I cannot control what other people do or say. I shouldn't be a hypocrite and not follow my own advice on taking a break and having fun. In some way I felt bothered and wanted to speak.

TLDR for the TLDR; I am briefly upset because my favorite game has to deal with bad times, when so much of my view and experiences have been nothing but a great time. I see now that my emotions have gotten the best of me like a failed teamfight followed by a ggez skill issue be better type of crash out, and I shouldn't let certain comments or remarks cloud my spirit. Thank you for anyone who has tried interpreting my vertigo inducing biblical text of a yap, I swear I am not an LLM experiment and I really just overcomplicate things a lot.