Hi Ele nice to see you again. Yours is a name I haven't seen in a long time.

I've recently been thinking a lot about how many of the people who were once in my life no longer are, and what that means to me. It does bother me with how okay I have been historically with moving on from relationships I maybe shouldn't have, and how much I held onto ones that are not in any way good for me. I don't believe I've improved on this even with my recent introspection, but it has helped me... grieve? the loss of people who may have needed me far more than I evidently felt I needed them at the time.


If any of you feel as if that categorisation applies to you, I'm sorry and I owe you. Please reach out. I'm trying.