haters be seething
basically, I'm leaving the community now to focus on the betterment of my mental health in order to prevent myself from projecting this pain Ive been carrying with me into the wrong places, give myself space to focus on my music that actually makes me and the people i care about feel good inside, and maybe if I feel like it, I will come back when I'm more healed and have something healthy to show for it all

TDLR : British people are narcissistic in nature because they live in fear of an oppressive regime which enforced roman catholicism (In my perception, a violent bloody cult worshiping a fallen angel) to be indoctrinated upon every child here from birth due to the invasion of our country many many years ago and not a lot of british mfs will admit that
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I genuinely have love in my heart for everyone of you, even those I took the petty foolish desire to "troll" or try and wind up at an attempt to amuse myself to soothe my damaged ego, and I have learned a lot from this community. I will hopefully return with something that I can actually teach, rather than continuously subtracting from this place