Well. There the only ones I got. And its a small school. I cant really go searching for others. Ummmmm. This was the thing that made me happy. Until recent ... "shittieness" in skill.

She just called me today. She wanted to talk. I was extremely evasive. She then asked if I was okay. (This is because on sunday she said she loved me. On monday we were kinda chill. On tuesday we kinda yelled at each other about something. And since then till now she hasnt been talking to me. So i went through yet another emotional spiral). I said "nothing". She then said in a very like.. sad face way "You told me you would never lie to me". And I was soo tempted to say "You told me you always loved me". But I didnt. Cuz I dont have the guts to hurt her feelings. So she asked me again. I said nothing. Then I told her I dont think im going to talk to her for awhile. To try to get over her. She said thats dumb. I said why should I love you if you wont love me back. Sshe said my logic is dumb and im drawing up dumb conclusions. She then was like w/e. an Hung up on me extremely pissed off. Now I feel extremely sad because I hate that shes upset with me. And I really wish she would be easier with this.

People who may call me their friend:

Robert- Constantly corrects my grammar. Hates my metaphors and comparisons. Belittle's me constantly. Always excels at school whilel doing less work then me. Almost went out with "her". She broke up with me for him once.

Jack- Thinks I am literally retarded. Says I for the most part really obnoxious, dont use logic at all, and I overall fail at life. Basic philosophy is hear what I have to say, then do the exact opposite.

Jacob- ...He is cool. Soft spoken. Almost anti-social. Sometimes belittles me, but he is nice.