what he said ;p yeah, i remember meeting oyu ingame, but i cant remember how good you were back then and how good you are now.. ive also gone through your history concerning your previous clan - nonetheless who was right or who was wrong, feel sorry for you and hope you'll overcome it fast..
good luck with trying to join us, we'll be around and you'll find us.. and even if you dont, be patient and be persistent ;p

but while you're at it, still try to attach replays on your post, because unfortunately have a busy week atm so i even have little time at the computer to observe forums..