I just feel like breaking down. Idk anymore, it's like he doesn't want me. like his sax was beside him and as soon as i was about to hug him he moved it so i couldn't. idk what his deal is, i mean i know he likes me but he never acts like it anymore, like wtf.
I love this boi, he should know that and i should know that he loves me too. I mean he says he does as in i love you but he doesn't show that he loves me. i just don't know.
I need him "2" show it because if he doesn't ima think he doesnt love me, etc.
im not gonna break up with him. i love him "to" much to even think of doing that.
Note I was forced to read today. I corrected some of the grammar by habit.
Personally, I don't know what to say. Seems I'm a horrible boyfriend. Sad thing is, she doesn't know how I truly feel about her. She's like, fucking attached to me, that gets old, fast. I keep getting bitched at by everybody every other day to kiss her, and I'm just like, gtfo.
Halp?