Oh? I chose to be placed in that situation precisely because i wanted it to bring my demise. I didn't intend "not to die" - exact opposite. The lines you draw seem arbitrary.

I think just about anything can be a suicide in a broad sense, they all just have different rates of success and time they require to work. Drinking continually in hopes of eventually getting kidney failure can be considered suicide, just like blowing your brains out with a shotgun. Those 2 methods just have different rates of success and times it takes to accomplish them.