i cannot condone suicide as a viable course of action, nu-uh, noway. i have been on the brink of taking the easy way out myself (crippling depression over the shit state of affairs my entire life was in for close to 2 years) the temptation to give in was horrendous, but one thought always has, and always will sustain me through the shit times and it is that i cant bear to be beaten. that means that if i topped my self the world would have won....FUCK THAT!