Originally Posted by
WibbleWarrior
forthe first time in my life, i am genuinely suicidal. yeah, i joked about it, making user names like kung_fuicidal_maniac and suicidedo, but i never actually thought i'd feel this shitty.
I dont want to and yet, living has lost it's luster and appeal.
What an odd thing to say for someone claiming to have achieved yatkamastadavasyati and anumimattvam.