I'll actually be constructive because I know how hard it must have been to made this thread.

Shockwave, your unique. You don't do things because it may make you seem cooler, you do it because you want to. You are genuinely a good wushu player as a result of hard work and good teachers. I've never seen anyone have any grudge against you, nor are you the type to do anything in an underhanded way to gain an advantage. Are you excited on the forums or in-game? Yeah. Probably because you're playing face paced action games. But I understand completely where you're coming from and you can tell whoever is asking you these questions there's 1 soul out there who think highly of you.