Welcome p0int.
Seems that we have a lot to talk about.
Remember, that search for/to enlightenment will only end the day you die.
Since you are interested, I would strongly recommend you vipassana its a meditation course guided by the teachings of Sri Satya Narayan Goenka.(at least the one i did)
They do this around the world every year in many countries, also this courses are free of course.

Google it or pm me if you want to know more.
In case you didn't knew : )