You'll get through it. Hope it's not too long of a grounding. I don't get it either, probably just the perceived imbalance in your life, I went through the same thing but luckily I'm 21 and my parents can only make suggestions not forcibly enact their will on me. We'll welcome you back with open arms when you return. Drbear and aekto: this is how you go inactive without getting da boot. Heh.