There's one person that sprung imediately to mind when I watched your video.

Tomwanks.

To say the least I have not been having a very good time recently, an onset of depression matched with me coming out as asexual to people has rendered me unable to enjoy life recently. Now I wanted to keep this somewhat secret but he's also helped massively with my journey so to speak of applying for the position of game master
I honestly didn't have the self confidence to go through with the application, or to even continue to host. He was my driving force, kept me hosting and kept my head in the clouds
He hosts with me when I want to host, he lends an ear when I'm going through something or maybe most importantly he's always there to have a laugh with me. God knows where id be without him.