hey good now it's easy to quote what you wrote

it's fine though i can pretty much sum everything you just wrote in a few sentences:
you have built an image of the community and have no reason of changing that image because it works for you
improving means trying new things and you're obviously not ready for it, and taking criticism from a nonstaff member equals you being forced to stand by the current rules
because hey, you can't just get bossed around by a normal member like that!!!

i've actually had a mod talk to me and basically thank me for my way of thinking after he tested it out, now it's all up to you other staff members to do whatever you wish