Originally Posted by
protonitron
I feel like this clan has come a long way since I joined, and yet, my loyalty seems weaker than ever. I think I am a megalomaniac or something and as soon as I feel like I am not making a huge difference/am not massively important I want to seek gratification elsewhere. And to be honest, the clan's name doesn't help us much on the recruitment side if things.
I will stay for a while and talk to Ele about the clan he wants to make. I honestly am a little overwhelmed with all the things people have been offering me/saying about me via PM in response to my posts on the discussion thread (someone sent me a delicious virtual cookie, Redundant recruited me as a lmod and Ele wants to start a clan with me because of how precise the language I use in my posts is) since I tend to think of myself as a filthy scrub lord with occasional flukey maverick moments. My final decision will probably not be influenced by whether we get official or not.
I will not question your loyalty towards this clan. You have the option of joining other clans, but remember that being in another or a different type of clan creates different situations for all that is affected. For Phoenix, it would have to be me trying to find a more mature and more trusting leader, since most of my members have left for the beginning. Now, trusting anyone to become leader of this clan is not really my thing. I can barely trust any of my clanmates. Also, I don't care if we get official or not, it's just as long as we have fun. The only reason I started this clan to be honest is to calm my depression. I became depressed a year ago because of issues dealing with reality. I was facing with friendship losses and family issues. I really couldn't handle the real world and had to jump into the Internet. I will give you the chance to choose.