Heey, sorry for the invade, seriously, but jisse, i know how u feel bro, 2015 start was really bad to me, but u are stronger than what you're suffering now, good luck. I don't know u well, but if u go i'll have no "memory" of u, our only spar that we've made i lost in my old pc (I was so noob lolol) ;-;

Thanks for reading and good luck.