Trust me i know what self harming is. I did regretable things last year and i hated myself so much. People do it for diffrent reasons there isnt just 1 reason. If you hate yourself enought to want to hurt yourself is one. When your so deep down that you cant feel as you said is another. Its not ok but its not bad because when your going through something that drags you down so much and just destroys you like depression you just need something, anything that will help you and take some of it off you.

IK im cruddy at trying to get words and stuff down im too tired to think properly atm so sry about that