Hm.... Teacher decided to try and educate me one something I was just having trouble remembering. She tried teaching it to me a completely different way that was even more confusing. She was basically insulting me, calling me stupid. Girlfriend is mad because she wants to tutor me and I don't want that. I don't have the willpower to get help nor help myself. I feel like stabbing myself in the throat with the pencil on my desk. But I wont. I dislike pain.