I usually want to play with better players but I usually feel like people instantly judge me because I'm in wapow :V I feel like people don't really mind about it anymore but still it makes me nervous sometimes and out of place. I think I'll start playing with better players now I usually just play in public servers which no one ever goes on ripparoni.

When I first played TK and Lenshu I would always play on an alt because I didn't want people to see how bad I was at it lol. But I have definitely learned that it dosent really matter when I lose in dumb ways because making mistakes is a great way to improve and learn. Recently in ABD I have been trying to put myself in bad positions so I can improve off them and really push myself. I have also been doing that a bunch in Lenshu sfter you told me to improve on that, and I gotta admit I had a few blue belts laugh at me yesterday because the way I dqed was so dumb but hey, it's all apart of the process xD