Madison is such a cute name.

I missed my taxi today because although I'm entitled to free transport to and from school (Taxi picks me up from my house and drops me off) I wasn't ready when the taxi came and he was waiting a while - my mum then told him to go without me because she's always worrying about others and so I have to miss school. I'm home alone and I just HATE missing school for ANY reason - it's one of the worst things I can think of having to do. It's sooooo boring staying at home even though I don't really have friends at school I still enjoy seeing them everyday even if they don't care about me because they're the only people my age that I know because I have no life outside of school. The only community I'm apart of is the Toribash community. So missing a day of school for me is like missing an opportunity - everyday is an opportunity to get on good terms with people and for a kid like me with profound social communication disorders and learning disabilities that no one ever seems to understand, to make friends or ANY kind of bonds with others is just the hardest thing imaginable. That's why missing school makes me sooo upset. I feel after I come back my place has gone back down to the bottom after years of working on friendships it's hard enough trying to earn that place from nothing, but to get it back once again after loosing it is impossible.