yeah thanks victor. and its alright im over it now hahaha but once you start getting into them make sure it someone that you can grow with.

and onsola i was the same way. that proves that you have been hurt by someone that you have trusted (friends or family) i use to be the same way but once you open up and start expressing yourself believe me there is a lot of people that you would like to actually date and there are some that would be very interested in you. but on my case my parents split up when i was 6 and everyone thought i was a robot because i wouldn't show any feelings until about 7th grade. Lexi tought me to open myself. but go figure she was the first to hurt me but she has changed me for the better. there are times where i wanna close up again but if i do im afraid that ima get back to my old self (asshole of the century) believe me when i start feeling like that i start feeling im all alone in the world and start having dark thoughts. but i don't let myself fall into that anymore. shoot besides here soon ima be going skydiving and cliff jumping. just because it gives you that rush and when you start getting that rush you feel great to be alive.

I have a question for everyone here. why do you guys think is our purpose in life and why is the earth well... earth, and why do we live on it? I am not gonna answer becasue i am blunt about this and guys answer honestly and elaborate on every answer.