The most regretful thing that I have ever done in my Toribash career was stubbornly quitting [raku] while I was a co-leader because of a single little disagreement. One week later, the leader resigned himself. He was probably going to set me in charge of the clan, which I loved and cared a lot for. It didn't hold up under new management. Maybe I would've been a bit too young for leading a clan in retrospect anyway. Being a co-leader of Frost currently, I've promised to myself that I would responsibly overthink my decisions, even when all seems lost. I will fully commit to the clan I run, doing the best I can.

Another dumb thing that haunts me still is that I once played in a skateboarding server with David, which I had a lot of respect for when I was younger. Somehow the replay didn't play after he did a cool trick on his board, so I agreed to play another match, on the condition that I wouldn't press space at all after the match was going to be finished. So he landed the trick again and everything. I was curious as to how gravity worked in the mod because my feet seemed a lot heavier, so I wanted to check the game rules but I accidentally clicked on the ToriShop button instead, making me leave the server. I was so embarrassed. I didn't dare show my face around him for a while.

There are probably a lot more things I did here. I've learned a lot from it, however.