I started today believing you were a rational and understanding person that I could trust, I still want to believe that. What I didn't think you were was someone who would willingly punish me for coming forward about repeated harassment from other staff members. What started out as a simple complaint about one of many occasions of duck belittling and singling me out led to a needless infraction and repeated insults from you as well. I expect better from an admin, who should frankly be the people to look up to for these kinds of things.

I'll be straightforward and honest, you were right in telling me that my complaint against duck as it was set was clearly not satisfactory for this board. Unfortunately for me, and very fortunately for duck, I don't have the necessary proof to file a report against him for verbal harassment, which I have confronted him about before. I wouldn't even have filed a complaint against him were it not for his repeated insults and unjust treatment, and I'm at my last straw. However, that doesn't seem to matter to you in the slightest, because protocol apparently always outweighs honesty. Outweighs it enough to justify not only ignoring it, but firing me from a position that I very much take pride in.

If you don't want to even take them time to address my very real feelings about a very real problem that I am having, then you may as well just delete this thread and permaban me, because I don't really intend to let this go unsettled anymore. I wanted this problem to just dissipate after a long as fuck discussion with duck about what he has against me, but apparently my feelings mean nothing to him either. I want this over with.

I don't want an apology, you two are past that point in grace with me.