In these crippled days of mine, I'm having a blast replaying Dark Souls 1. Depending how long I'm on crutches, I'll probably play through the series.
Shadow Tactics: Blades of the Shogun is also pretty rad. I was actually also considering selling my PC, but I'm unlikely to get even 1/2 of what I paid for in parts (I built it), so I'll wait and see.

But listen here, my babbu of old. The motivation and happiness you seek is unlikely to appear as a revelation from anything written here. True drive comes from within.
I'm curently working my way through a very interesting program.
It's called Self-Authoring, and it has four aims:
- Defining your past into several periods and significant experiences within these periods
- Defining your present virtues
- Defining your present faults
- Imagining your future in detail if you a) complete all of your dreams and goals, and b) if you realize the worst possible future

This is a short and incomplete liaxoplanation, so see here for some more details:
Homepage (click the more info for, well, more info)



The program is really interesting, and has apparently had a large impact on many peoples lives. I'm only on the early stages of the Past-Authoring, but I have faith.
It 's worth 30 USD, but my nigga I bought it 2-for-1 and with a % discount, and I have an extra key.
So listen here once again: read some about the program to get some understanding of what it is.
If it sounds interresting, you want it, and you're willing to work on it steadily (regardless if it's 1-2 hours a week or 10), you tell me and I'll PM you my spare key.