I wasn't even joking a lot. I mean, yeah, I goofed here and there, but I was mainly sleeping in some classes and was not interested in anything. Our school has these special courses that could help you find a occupation, and I wasn't even aware they existed till sophomore year. No one tells me shit.

So here I am, working making $100 - $200 a week making payments on my car and insurance. Wanting to cry.