usually kids get tired of me instead

I dont think im very responsible nor that I take care of them correctly but usually I can be more childish and electric than the kids I had to deal with until now, even more when they are used to use cellphones and others electronic devices all day, while I'd rather see them running and screaming all over the place, things retarded kids such as myself like. But usually someone yells at me and the kids to behave so I kinda gave up acting like this, I do that very same thing to dogs ever since

once again im not talking about really taking care of kids, I never had to really do that, im still a kid after all