it says the same with you. pretty much the servers lately are having to cope with a lot. such as global rank in your achievement.jpg it does this so the servers don't have to do as much

Guys prepare because I'm about to drop a serious bomb on y'all. so yeah. do you guy's ever feel like life is pointless? All that happens in a life cycle is Birth -> Love/Get hurt due to love (death etc...) -> then you die. maybe with some repetition in the middle of going to work, going home, rinse and repeat. No matter what you do life is a simple game of clockwork, you're just waiting for the clock to stop. I was thinking about this earlier and just started thinking about no matter what happens we have no purpose, we kill to survive. Yes there are times where we enjoy life but it's outnumbered by the times we're lonely and hurt. simply no matter what I do I'll die sooner or later and I see no way of escaping death, what's the point in killing to survive when it doesn't really make us 'survive'. If I was to not eat for 3 months, I'll die and really nothing will change, my bed will be empty, less food will be bought but afterwards nothing. That being said that is the reason I don't fear death, I merely fear the fact that when I do die there may be 3 or four people that might care. The feeling of nobody caring is scary. so yeah... that's it guys. *explosion of seriousness*

I have never been drunk or taken drugs as with the same point I made they're pointless. what's the point in taking heroin when your body produces a similar chemical by itself (For anyone who has done biology you know when you get the most feeling/ when the chemical kicks in the most) and alcohol seems even more pointless, 1.it tastes like utter shit. 2.Why get drunk? you do stupid things, have a headache and puke a lot. seems kind of illogical. although I haven't reached the stage of depression where I want to commit suicide (I have thought about it once or twice and have even written a will in case I do ever do it - highly unlikely). but other than thinking of it once or twice I haven't had any thoughts of suicide. The thing that doesn't make it any better is when you're pressured into getting another job as a waiter or someone who has to interact a lot. I've even sat down and told my parents and my brother that talking to people or interacting with them isn't my forte. I personally despise people however some reason the people on the internet relate to me, we all have a reason and that's why I'm always on the PC. They believe I'm lazy and mention this to me everyday and even when I explain to them I really just hate who I am and hate talking to others they always go to the same thing "It's ok, it'll blow over and you'll get used to it" bare in mind last time I tried to get over this I almost had a nervous breakdown. Pretty much no matter what I do they are against me, what doesn't help also is when they need help I can't just say "No, sorry I'm too lazy" to spite them because that just leads them to think I'm lazy. TL; DR The world is a fucked up place full of illogical people, stick to the internet "The things you hate the most about yourself are always the things you won't be able to change" - Anon


On a side note I also have 'friends' (just people I hang around with during college) and no matter what I do, say I go on the forums while at college they'll say "wow that's just sad" even when I mention that he's played more hours on games via steam the last 2 weeks he'll go to how I have over 2k hours and if I say "I had a phase" he'll just go on "still that's just sad". In short I explained to him as well that he's basically using outdated data, saying that it's like me using a population data sheet from 2010 and saying that it's exactly the same. all he says back is "How is it?" at this point I want to hit something but as a person who's a pacifist I just hold in that anger. honestly I fucking hate him when he does that. I also have another 'scared' friend who is the same where he gets picked on from time to time but we both don't like fighting and he usually joins the winning side. so basically I've made a valid point with 2 fuckers just like "How the...? It's nothing like that" sorry for the long read guys.

#MeAndProtoGettingDeep (No homo)

how does a red panda get in to college

with great difficulty. I just looked adorable and they said, fuck it! you're in. on a second note. what brings the mighty orko in these lands?

i wanted to know how a red panda got in to college


and i have attained my answer

It won't descend into stories of your life. *psshh*. If anything it'll turn into our lives. Also will someone wake kookoo up. we need our master-leader to apply for ze official. Unless proto is allowed to apply but I'm not too sure whether the co-leader can

Toasterdan, you getting more active? Because (Holy) ain't. No offense.

let's be honest, we ain't that active either (war wise and shiz). besides if you want to be a circlejerk to someone be one to ZENBOY. Proto knows who I'm talking about. the one who joins every discussion, always goes to support when someone says one bad thing. you know the one that got banned because he was constantly posting incorrect stuff on the discussions page. inb4 infracted due to me being a circlejerk :>
I would say checkout the ebola thread on the discussions page but all of his posts got deleted by Arglax. however http://forum.toribash.com/showthread.php?t=482522 The guy literally did nothing, he told zen to shut up because he could've used whisper but instead was spamming...
Lastly ToasterDan is a cool guy. I'm troubled by his recent kidnapping though by danquans father (imgur references huehue).

Ok guys. look out for the type/ flavour of syrup they're coated in. if it's maple syrup then they're Canadian... If they're Canadian then they'll either get America involved or have a stereotype for apologising. Any other type of syrup then we're all 'fooked'