You all gave me the will and courage to really speak to my parents and a few close friends, I feel better now that people know. Also the support I've gotten from them, but also from you guys helped a lot.
If I get out of this in one piece I owe you my life.

You guys are really awesome, thanks a lot :)

*sneakhug*

I honestly thought the first post of this thread is the funniest thing ever http://forum.toribash.com/showthread.php?t=490228

I can't stop laughing everytime I read it. Maybe it's just me though

"I did not though, at the moment I do not have the courage."

You don't have the courage? Pushing through the hard times in life, that's what takes real courage. The first step is always the hardest, and you're already past it. Hang in there ;)

I'll try
Thanks a lot guys c:

I'm not in ORMO, and I'm new to replay making, but this doesn't make me respect you any less. In fact, I respect you much more. To spend so much time mastering parkour, spar, and replay making doesn't make me just respect you as a player, it makes me respect you as a person. This may be just a game, but its not to some people. People like you and me. The ones who have a chunk of there life dedicated to toribash. Stick with Toribash. Improve your skills. Focus on THIS game until the day comes where you feel that YOU mean something. I sincerely wish you luck. Suicide is always a touchy topic, yet it isn't for me. I regulary think about suicide and could be qualified as ''depressed," but I've never come close to touching anything life-threatening during those times. I know, that if I were to bring a knife to my throat, I WOULD matter. Think long and hard about that shit. How would your fucking parents, who spent years, and years, taking care of you, feel if you just went out. How would your friends feel? How would YOU feel if you lost a friend you had spent years with. The friend you visited whenever you could. How would you feel, if you lost the people who spent years upon years taking care of YOU so YOU would succeed.

I couldn't live with it. Actually, I could. Do you know why? I would know suicide wouldn't be what they wanted.

I don't know what the biggest reason for your depression is, but I want you to fight through it. Life is a beautiful thing, but even it has its flaws. We all do. We learn to live with them.

Holy shit I'm mega ranting.

Anyways, Jisse, don't do it. If you ever come so close, that you're about to do it, I want you to come to me. I don't care if you don't think people can't help you. I'll certainly fucking try.


EDIT: I saw he got help. My rant was bloody useless

Gawddamnit

Hey Jiss, we haven't talked in a while, hope you cheer up. I've been kinda the same for a few years now, does hurt not gonna lie about that but we care.
I know I'm not in ORMO, I apologize, but I care for Jisse. Even if he has forgotten about me.

As much as I like seeing all the support for jisse here, I think I'm gonna go ahead and close this down. I think its run its course and its not directly related to ORMO really