Yeah, sigh why does life have to be so hard. Anyway i want you guys to know that if we had to apply for officialness, it will take a while maybe till december for us to have made the tc and get the results even though i still think we might not make it because of our procrastination and lack of activity. So we wont get the tag again next month unless something amazing like a miracle happens. I feel we are getting bored here and tired of posting on the same old stuff and nothing ever really happens. Im tired of being leader and letting the clan fall into darkness but ive had a lot on my plate lately. Im probably talking too much because ive had my heart broken and this is possibly the most stressful week of my life as school has gotten a lot tougher and no one is letting me make my own decisions and it upsets me, im too easy for people to run over, and you guys have probably never seen me angry. My toriprime and vip ends within the next few months or possibly sooner and people will soon forget me. I wont leave the forum on toribash ever because this is like the only place i can go to in my life where people look up to me and i can help them with anything they want, its the only place i can express my art with the world and even a bit of my poetry. A lot of you might think im cool because of my tc or my items or possibly even my qi. But none of that is me, i bought tc countless times and i bought qi too, im a 4th dan with a custom belt and my high win % is because i played against a lot of noobs in jousting back in the day and i also used to beat anyone in aikido. Back when i was leader of Jedi i used to host tournaments every day, like 7 a day, i used to just give all my tc away because of my boosters. Jedi was famous that way but it got rejected, within a 2 months of being open we had like 4000 posts and there were always more than one events going on and people got tc for getting a promotion to higher ranks, it only worked because lots of new players wanted tc. Back then we had a bunch of famous people, there was a random bunch but they are people, like you guys, that i probably wont ever forget, there was a guy named babis1234 (not sure on the numbers) and he was epic with his art and he made the clan a website and everything, oseday1234 was also in it and he was always ingame and was a pretty decent guy as well, and there was our pro (he was the hardest guy i ever fought) dreojs, and the most popular of them all was BogdanZ, many of you know him as Kat now a days. He was the fun guy who brought all the excitement to the clan, a lot of flaming a trolling too but hey it was awesome. A few clans hated us because we were new and extremely active, i think Tint hated us the most and they caused many of our problems but they have grown to a decent official clan that helps people now. I remember the first clan i joined, it was called Flip, wasnt very famous but there were 2 big clans out at the same time that intimadated me, Demon, and Avatar. But they were too scary at the time for me to join so i made Jedi and it was an instant hit, everyone loved the name (a few thought it was childish) but hey it still sounds cool to me. And thats were that came from, we helped our closest friend clan, KiLa to get official and they lived the dream, but it died this year and we Corgin who was one of their founding members. I hope this isnt boring you guys, i just need to blow off some steam and talk a little. Most of you probably wont read this far.. Well anyway thats pretty much all i can think of at this point. So guys i want a straight forward answer to this following question; I want the absolute truth. Are you starting to drift from the clan? Are you getting bored of it?