I've heard (and seen, mosier was sporting a [Guruish] tag the other day) that mosier wants back into guru. By all means, allow him back. His issues were due to a strong concoction of neural poisoning derived by yours truly. How, you ask? I believe IRC apparently caused a direct connection between my crazy thoughts and mosier's fatigued and vulnerable psyche. Although I usually can withstand the toxins my own mind creates, this time it was more than I, and mosier could bear. We were both pulled under by the spell of purely organized logic. Unfortunately, logic does not always make for the best answer in all situations.

My thoughts on clans and toribash in general were amplified by lack of sleep (we had a HORRIBLE lightning storm at work, and I was working alot). When my sleep is diminshed, all sorts of crazy ideas and thoughts bubble out to the surface. I have other examples of this, and usually late night IRC is also involved (but not always).

So, in closing, I feel horrible for leaving, and for placing the idea in mosier's mind that lead to his departure. He will not admit to such, but within, I know it to be true. I'll not be rejoining guru. My thoughts and actions of late have been "detrimental" at best. I think whatever my "beef" has been with the community in general is over now, and I have a lot of apologies to hand out. But, if mosier asks to rejoin, take him without thinking twice. He is probably the greatest overall toribash player in terms of skill, humor, and politeness. His generosity is unmatched. He was also a great asset to PSP and I owe him a debt I can never repay for that...

See you all in the void, and thanks for all the memories.